Transcript Date: 10th September 2020
This is a beautiful and poignant message to a young woman known to Valerie. Her husband passed to spirit just over two years ago. This week their beloved horse died bringing her more pain. Although the message is primarily for her, it has meaning to everyone who feels the pain of bereavement.
Trophies are many within the communities of your world and we give blessings to those who acquire trophies of love within their hearts, so it is with valour that we speak these words to you this evening.
Bring forth those memories of the past, do not let them fade with time, for they have valuable lessons for all, even within your short lives the many things that you recall of the past are important to you and to others who seek your guidance. It is for you to look and to believe that there is a way forward and a future for all within the world of men.
There is a need of belonging, a need of hope and faith at this time. Have trust in your hearts with a degree of tolerance for all, that you may find this sanctuary, this peace within.
Tonight we have thought of many things that we may speak of to you, yet so much has been spoken of. Is it possible to recollect the times of spirit and that which has gone before? No. We fear that your minds are not yet able to bring this forth without the assistance of focus and communication with us.
Yes, she cries this evening for the one she loves, and you (Michael) worry that the thoughts you speak are of your own making. Toby (The name of the horse has been changed by spirit!) is tonight safe and well, she must bring peace to her mind, for her husband will stay close during this time.
You progress as well, as he sees the bitter sadness of tears. Have hope for the future, for the past and present are connected in many ways. We have spoken before to alleviate her fears and tensions in life. Many fear that these things pass her by as she negotiates her daily routines of life, filled with such sadness and sorrow, unable to release or free her mind from these events.
It cannot be said enough, in the strongest terms possible, that life goes on beyond that world of yours, and although you suffer loss at this time, he is there to keep you strong. The bridle that lays unattended brings you much sadness as you mourn this loss.
And this man (Michael) speaks about things that he knows of (Valerie had told Michael of this woman’s recent heartbreak after both Michael and herself were feeling the presence of her late husband very strongly around them.), yet he is unaware of the detail. Come let us sit together in the presence of all that is Holy and ask that she may find happiness and peace once more in her life.
She cannot find it in her heart to ask for his presence at this time, for she knows he is at peace, but he comes nonetheless, to whisper words of comfort, to bring her joy in her tears of sadness. Although this is not much comfort to her at this time, she will begin to understand the many things of life that befall many men.
Brushstrokes are seen as she paints a picture in her mind, a portrait of love that can only be shared with those of true heart. Her marriage was short, yet much meaning was given. She wishes to know why this should have happened once more to her, what has brought her to this point in life with such sadness and sorrow that once more afflicts her.
We will give her strength this evening, for she must understand that times past must not be relived, but celebrated for the time had. We spoke of the bridle and the horse that she rode with him in those many exhibitions. She cannot understand or believe that such an animal could bring such sorrow, but you must understand that you are all connected, this creature will canter on in the fields of heaven.
She wishes to bury her close by, so that she may visit frequently and remember those times of pleasure when she and this horse were one in union.
“I feel your pain and your sorrow, I’m there to hold your hand in ways that you will not understand. Yet you feel my energy around you my dear, our love was a token given by circumstance. We shared a dream together that we would walk in the fields and prosper in love in many ways. Alas, it was not to be. I can give you this rose, this flower as a token to tell you of my love and the many things I wish I had said long before this time.
Can’t you see my darling, that I still see you, I am with you in so many ways unimaginable to you. I guide your steps and your decision that was made, was made for love, to honour her ( the horse) in the way that you wish is greatly accepted.
Be gracious when strolling through the fields of love, for they will gather once more in a time to come. I cannot speak of the many things that brought us together, we called them circumstance and chance. Our love blossomed and bloomed as we strolled through those chambers where we had met. I do not bring you fear, but love, as I caress your hand and stroke your face as you sleep. You stir and brush your hair as if you felt a touch upon your head. This is how I caress you now, and your unawareness is not so unaware as you feel my touch.
Do not look to this man (Michael) as ‘gifted’ or as a ‘charlatan’, for I will reach out to you through his words.
I cannot tell you of the pain I suffered, but the pain of losing you was greater than I ever imagined. Do not let our troubles beset your life, help yourself to a better way. How many times must I tell you of my love? You were my true love, and as we rode together across the fields we looked at each other with such passion and purpose. Your eyes followed me many times as I strode forward and I glimpsed you, oh so often, with a smile upon your face.
I took a glancing blow when riding one day and your concern overwhelmed me as I laid on the grass, a little stunned, shocked perhaps, but we gathered our senses and laughed at the situation, for we knew we were one, at peace with each other.
I have left you with a terrible burden my love, I cannot even hope to comment on how I feel at this moment. But I am assured by others that your search for peace will be fruitful. You look to my ashes, the remains of what I once was and who I was. Know that I am not there, this is only of the physical part of me for I am here around you constantly. You speak to me and I listen, I answer, but you cannot understand why you do not hear. I will give you signs that you will see and as I spoke of the touch upon your hair, of your head, it is my caress, as my energy is with you always.
Speak to me no more of sorrow and grief, of the pain that you hold inside, for I am your husband and you are my wife.
How can I express these words so that you will believe? We had pet names, this is hard to reminisce through this man. But I am aware of your words and your love. The butterflies will bring change so you may understand this message, as we loved those fields through which we wandered to see those insects and the creatures of life that surrounded us constantly, we disturbed them and they flew from the grass and the petals of the flowers.
I hope my dear, that you will understand my concern at this time. Do not grieve for your loss for she is with me as we ride through the avenues of spirit, filled with love, awaiting a time in the future. Do not consider this as the last straw, for there are many more straws to be taken. I would so much love to be with you, and you ask me to appear to you within the streams of life. Our circumstances are great, our love will bind us together throughout time.
My watch that you hold cannot be a measure of me, for time will pass, and joy will come once more. “
Messages of great concern, great sorrow are held by many of your world as they lack understanding grace. But should she understand these things, then perhaps a new time is beginning, a time of healing, as the touch of a hand upon the shoulder of a loved one, as the caress of a child to the mother, healing is assured for all.
Although your heart breaks and you regard us as simple minds we will not betray you. Your thoughts show your love, and this is good, and to all who grieve the loss of a loved one, we ask of you this, do not shut your hearts to the love that is shown by others within life or that of spirit, do not allow your grief to swallow you within that darkness of love, for there is light in love.
At times you will ask of us for unnecessary things to appear before you, to give a sign. This takes great energy. We always do our utmost for those who suffer at this time, do not allow your suffering to overshadow your love and good senses, think of it in terms of new beginnings, not just for you, but for your loved ones.
We understand that you think that there is nothing more left, as this man (Michael) feels the same sometimes, but we assure you there is great joy to be had in your sorrow. Do not become overwhelmed by the pressures of life and those that surround you, those who would pressure you to do things that you do not wish to do. Tell them that you are an individual soul, that your life is your own and their dominance over you must cease.
Your thoughts are with your animals at this time, and we still speak to the one who lost her treasure. Hold her harness and think of her, she was brown in colour, white flashes and freckles upon her nose, you caressed her so gently as she slipped and passed over. Your touch brought her great comfort and she looked at you with such sorrowful eyes, you could not help yourself but to break down. She rides in this world now, strolls along freely, not alone, but joined once more to Andrew. He will secure his harness, not of bridles or straps, but of love as they ride bareback throughout the pastures green. Do not be saddened, for he is not alone, as you are all not alone upon your passing.
Your grandmother wishes you well, she issues you with love, love at this time, she understands your burdens Victoria, your namesake. If parting is such sweet sorrow then such joy will be found upon the reunion.
Poetry is great and has purpose to ease the soul of the burdens of life, to allow you a fanciful free journey across the avenues of love.
“Don’t “Complain when I say I miss you so, for that pain we share is but a moment in time. A time will come when all ills will be renewed, and the burdens gone and in the hour of your love, of your need, I will whisper to you lines from Wordsworth, of the many poems that we had read. This man’s knowledge is little, but I will impart upon you the words of Burns and many others, Thompson, was of great importance to us and his words are not known by this man, but you will understand, little by little, things will get better and I will walk with you throughout your life.
Accept the things that I’ve told you and know that they are with love, now and for always my petal, my sweet flower who has the fragrance of love all around her.
Goodbye for now my dear love, do not cry for me, for those tears are the tears of love and they will gather in a pool for us both to share. Think of the times we shared and not those that we have not, for we continue tethered in our journeys of love. “
Ah, the streams of love, how it brings tears to the eyes of those who have suffered greatly. Do not torment yourselves, for these things have purpose beyond your expectation, beyond your lives of the present. A time will come when all will realise that life revolves around this love, this deep-set unity that is within all of you, even the hardest of minds can find love in one form or another and not of hate for family and friends, and although they might deny this to you and their hardened shells will become as hard as steel, they cannot help but think about these things, but still they deny them.
Appearances can be deceiving in many ways, even the sternest of people that you come across have a heart of gold, it just needs to be tapped into with the strength of love and compassion from others. You yearn and for a time of peace and it will be forthcoming, but strife must always come first. But have no fear of this, for what sense would there be to be afraid of a better future?
Gather your thoughts and senses Michael, open your heart to those who require assistance at this time. Many will not believe but many more will try to understand. These times are hard and changing, you look to the skies and heavens and ask, “What is the purpose, what is the meaning of all this that we survey at this time.” We tell you this, there is great teaching held within every aspect of life and in every aspect of the life that you walk. Do not shut out these teachings, shatter that shell of steel for it is not necessary, to show your love and concern is not a weakness, but a strength of heart.
We ask of you only this, that once in your lives you will look within to see the truth, then the meaning of life will become clear as you release your family and friends to spirit. A hard way to learn you may think, but it is of a natural kind. The truth will be taught in many ways, it is only those who look and seek for this, that will find their way and it is up to you to guide others to the truth that is spoken.
Do not despair at the loss of your loved ones and those you call ‘the animals’ for you all equally share that possession of spirit and soul and will reunite within that place beyond your physical life.
Tap into that inner strength, you will bring hope to others as many do through the words of comfort. We have spoken of things tonight, of personal things to one in particular. Yet we speak to you all, to share this information so you might understand, that although life seems unbearable at times, hope and trust in us will bring you back into that purpose of being.
Shame on those who ridicule us as a figment of the imagination, for they know no better than what’s in front of their noses at this time. But we will teach and we will reach out to them in many unexpected ways within their lives. Their hope is lost, for they can see no way of reaching out to that which is invisible to them. Everybody has faith and trust in someone or something, do not deny yourselves purpose within your lives, grant yourselves peace of mind so you may lead a life of purpose to bring hope to others in ways totally unexpected by yourselves.
Do not fear your words my son, for they are from the heart and even if not accepted by some, they will bring focus to others through their teaching. It is not for you to question the thoughts within your mind as the words gather a pace. Do not question them, but accept them and give them with love, so that others may see your practice of love within.
We have hope for you all as a race of individuals and as a collective, for once more the collective grows in opposition to those who have a will of power and bondage over you.
Do not gather your weapons, but your love and understanding. Reach out with these things and you will bring about change. The ignorance of many in your world postpone their thoughts of love and acceptance to others, they will learn that they are not the all powerful beings that they believe they are, their money and power are nothing, for we have told you that the true value is within love and compassion to your fellow kind and all species of life upon your world. It is much misunderstood as they hunt them for trophies, not thinking of the connection that you will have.
Do not despair for the world at this time, we have hope for you all. Blessings to you this evening. Peace is granted to those who look for the light and open their hearts and minds to spirit and most of all, to God and the angels of light.
Begin the new day afresh, cleanse your thoughts of despair, of misgivings to others, and if they have brought wrongs against you then look to them, not with anger, but with a kind heart and forgiveness if you can, for this will bring you peace within your lives and help them to understand that their grievance aimed towards you was unnecessary.
Tell her this, that their hold will not last! She will gather strength and determine a path of her own. Her concern is with the creatures that she watches over, and they appreciate this in ways she does not understand, but she must not let others to dominate her life. There is a path of purpose and she will greet it in time.