(One who is found wanting)
What is it you wish for dear child, what is your heart saying to you, what is your dearest wish? These are the questions that are asked of me many times over and I feel your frustration and feelings of denial. But this need not be so, because I do not have any power over you, I cannot always bestow what you want until you know of yourself, and your own your destiny.
You see, until you have investigated your deepest desires and until you are sure of your mission on earth I cannot come to unto you until you have full clarity of your purpose. Many will tell you what to do, many will suggest ideas to you, many of you will bow down to the lord thinking that it is his will that will be done, because that has always been the way of the supplicant.
The supplicant believes that he/she has to bow down to the wisdom of God, and in truth that has always been the way. But now we ask you to seek your own wisdom within, and then when you have that knowledge, we can assist you. You see now the world is changing and the old ways are no more, you do not have to rely on God for your wisdom, you have to find your source within and rely on yourself.
Having said that I will still be your wise counsellor but now I wish you to follow the wisdom that you have inside of you. So do not follow another blindly and give your power away to another because that is not self-empowerment. And because you yourself are all powerful, the balance of our relationship has to change to being much more equal.
So now envisage me as a wonderful faithful friend and servant, see me as your protector and a guiding light that will always be there for you, but now also see me as your partner, the one that will assist, guide, encourage, but will always leave you to make your own powerful and accurate decisions for your future.
Now is the time for your self-empowerment, and for you to step up without reservation and have full confidence in your abilities. You do not need a ‘God Head’ to guide you because you are master of your fate, but know but I will always be near, as well as being in partnership with you. So see us as equally matched, after all you will be acting in my likeness and inspired by my presence in your life.
I am not your ‘Lord and Master’, I am your equal and like all good partnerships we will support each other. Do not feel you have to look up to me and ask me for directions at every turn, but see me as a wise counsellor who loves to support the ones who have gained enough confidence to go about their business, knowing that they are capable of many great and wonderful achievements.
Like all disciples, I, St. John the Baptist, had to learn this same lesson and stand on my own two feet. I had to pave my way in the world alone, I had to believe in myself as well as believe in my God. It was not an easy path but it taught me self-reliance and so I was always assured that I was on the right track.
As you know, you have been brought to earth for a specific purpose and now you are meant to become leaders in the spiritual revolution that is taking place at this time on earth.
Leaders must be like lions in a pack, they must have full confidence in their abilities and have an inner knowing that they are right on track. They will not hesitate, even when there are tough decisions to be made, and they never look back or beat themselves up for the things they believed they have done wrong. They have learned to stand in the power of the lion energy and without any fear of moving forward to face whatever is presented to them. And yet I revered our dear Messiah, he was a big part of my life, and his teachings were very dear to me. But I was always encouraged to face the world on my own and not rely on him for every word of encouragement. So slowly I learnt not to rely on him, but assist him, not to look to him for every decision, but make my decision based on what I knew about him and how he might want me to act. I was not dependant upon him, in fact I was the one to talk about his vulnerability too.
You see at the end of the day everyone has to find their power within, they must become self reliant but also understand that they will be supported by spirit who will applaud every courageous decision that they will take. You do not have to be meek or lowly, nor seek confirmation in all you do, but you will have to learn to stand on your own two feet if you are to become a leader in the world.
The old way of being in fear and always looking to source for your every confirmation is not the way of the powerful person you are becoming. The one that stands in their power, and one who knows their power, and one who uses their power with compassionate love for all. This is how far you have come my dear ones, you do not need the Lord but he needs you to do your special work on earth. You are the empowered one, and you do not need to be the one that hides away or does not feel good enough to show your face to the world.
These words may shock you and they are meant to shake you out of your complacency, let go of the belief that everything you do has to be agreed by God himself before you can make a move. Now the decisions you make have to be under your own steam and now you must be able to demonstrate that power of the Lord flows through you, but without being reliant upon him to provide your every need.
Because of the problems in the worlds current situation, this now demands that people of power stand up to help resolve these problems that urgently need your attention. The time when you could say that this is not my responsibility, or would wish to hand the problem back to others, it is no longer viable, because now you have the power to untangle all problems you may encounter.
Many of you do not have a good amount of self-esteem and are always looking to others to make decisions for you. Now this has to stop and you have to learn to be self reliant, because until you have learnt this lesson you cannot be of service to others. You must be strong, you must be courageous and you must be certain of whom you are and what you have come here to do.
You do not need another to sort out your life, because you are very capable of doing that yourself, so do not take the stance of the supplicants of old who always deferred to the one they regarded as having more wisdom than themselves. We are all one, we are all equal, and the hierarchical system of old will no longer work in a world that is striving to bring peace to earth. We are all equal in God’s eyes, equality is an important and integral part of the composition of the new world that is emerging, and no one should have more power over another.
It is a fact that powerful men and woman have held the majority of power in the world, and look where it has led you. So individually and collectively you must decide to hold your own power, otherwise the world will not be able come back into perfect balance once more. All men and woman have to learn this vital lesson during this incarnation as you have been brought to earth to help redress this imbalance.
It is true that most of you will believe that it is the will of God that you are following, but it is not, it is the will of the people and what the people of the earth wish, for that will be the driving force to their own resurrection, and God will support you in these endeavours and will applaud every act of self-reliance that you make for yourself.
You are his children and he is your Father, and like all good fathers he will leave you to find your own way in life, but will always be your rock of comfort whenever you need it. He also knows like all good fathers, that his children have to learn to find their way and independence, whilst finding their own soul journey and purpose in the life they have chosen.
And as in many human relationships, it is the parents, that at the right time, stop being the protector and will look on with pride at what their children has singularly accomplished themselves, and as a diligent and wise father, he has supported you whilst giving you freedom so you could find yourself. God is deeply proud of each one of you as he was with his Son Jesus Christ who led such an exemplary life, as may you.
If you were to follow the life of Christ’s teachings, and if you were to become aware and understand that compassion and love for all were all he wished for, then you will realise that all you have to do is to follow his example, and it is then, that God will be best pleased with all your efforts.
You do not have to suffer or feel the sins of your fathers. Now like Jesus you have to step up into the role that you agreed to undertake when you returned to mother earth. It is a great privilege to be of service to mankind, knowing that God and Jesus Christ fully support you as you grow into their likeness, and so you can become as them and able to spread the word of God.
So it is to you today that I send my most heartfelt blessings and wish you much joy as you traverse and explore your exciting journey on earth. It is with great delight that we witness the rebirth of your soul on earth, knowing as we do, that you will bring many blessings upon others who are seeking to find the love of God, the love of GOD that we know lies deep within all your dear hearts.
St. John the Baptist
Anna Marie Croxson 3rd March, 2021