A MOTHERS LOVE
A mother’s love is never ending, a mother’s love is always there, a mother’s love is one of the deepest loves known to humankind, it is all compelling and can be heart wrenching when you see your child suffer so. I am Mother Mary, the mother of Jeshua, my dearest beloved Son of God. I am his counterpart, and I am so proud of him. Are not all mothers proud of their sons, do they not hold a special place in your heart?
My message today is for all who have lost their sons, lost the love of their life, and lost a part of themselves in the process of seeing their son die. I am Mother Mary, and it is my mission to look after all the mothers of the world, all the women in the world who have born children in and out of wedlock. It does not matter to me how a child is born, only that he is born and can enjoy the love of his birth mother, but so often that cannot be so.
I was so lucky to have my beloved Jeshua at my side, and I am so proud of what he achieved in his short life. It was my greatest sorrow when he left, but I understood both our spiritual paths, even though this has often been misrepresented.
I am here to support all the woman of the world, who bear and raise a child on their own, for those who are out of wedlock and through no fault of their own have had to give their babies away. Try not to distress yourselves my dears, because you did the best you could at that time, and many of those children went on to live very happy lives. Now I must touch on the guilt you felt when you either handed over your baby, or aborted a foetus.
Life throws challenges to us all, but I believe the ones I have described are some of the most challenging, and one where most guilt is felt, and often carried within for many years. I have come here today to help relieve you of this burden of guilt, and it is my dearest Mary Magdalene who is also here to help me. She understands so much about women and how they suffer, and indeed we suffered our loss together, two women who are strong, but still suffered having lost part of our Jeshua.
We were luckier than most, because we believed in life everlasting and our Jeshua came back to us many times in our hour of need, and I want you to know that your child one day will revisit you, either in the physical or the etheric realms. This may be through dreams, memories, or the sound of a voice from long ago.
You see every one of you has an energetic presence in the world and can be in contact with loved one’s that have departed. You must not believe that you cannot forgive yourself dear ones, because this was all part of your path, part of your spiritual experience, although one that we understand is one of the toughest experiences you could ask yourself to go through.
We have no judgement upon you dear ones, and we come to you today to assist you and help you release your past so you may find peace. For others around you who witnessed your distress and may have assumed a parental role, and who may have forced you to take a course of action, that in your heart you did not want to take, now is the time to forgive them.
At the time, it was the only way they could see a way out for you and themselves, yes it may have appeared selfish and unloving because they denied you the joy of birthing your baby, but in truth they did not know any better. Those were not so enlightened times and a lot of shame surrounded unmarried mothers at that time, and also the fathers that helped sow the seed within you.
Some of you went onto to birth other children, but you have never forgotten the loss of your first born, in whatever way this took place. It is not for us to judge you, and we do not. What we wish to do is help you heal yourself from your guilt or if you have any feelings on unworthiness.
We know that until the day you die you will always remember them, and so many of you will enjoy a wonderful reunion. Contrary to most people’s expectation they will have no judgement upon you, knowing that you only did your best. For those of you who have lost a child through cot death or premature births, or have seen their children suffer terminal illnesses, we would say this to you.
Each seed of the child that came into your body and into your care came specifically for a reason, and that was to show you how much you could love another person and to experience a huge heart awakening. This is one of the most traumatic experiences that a woman can have, and one that often leaves a mark against her soul and can make her want to give up on life. But my dearest ones, you cannot, nor should you, you are a mother through and through, and mothers have the gift of life, so you should not think of throwing your life away.
We are here to support your sorrow, and today we wish to impart a blessing upon all of you who have suffered in this way. So if you are ready and willing, we will help you heal this past trauma. So, to achieve this to we have brought to be with us, my dearest son Jeshua, who has so much compassion for you all.
First, I would like you to imagine that you have been invited into a holy room of healing, where you will find me seated in the centre of the room, waiting to welcome you, and as you join us, it will be Mary Magdalene who guides you to your appointed chair and who will bless you.
We are asking heavenly archangels to come into the room where they will take their place at the back of you and will support you as we start our meditation.
But before we do so, we will invite my Jeshua to join us, and as he enters the room he smiles and introduces himself to each and every one of you in this group, his eyes and piercing gaze, so full of love whilst taking note of the countenance of your face. He will brush your heartbroken tears away with his hand and lovingly hold it whilst sending you his healing grace.
Now we will start our healing and we will ask you to relax as you hear our heavenly choir sing our Lord’s praises.
We ask you to deeply relax as Mary Magdalene approaches you to offer you her powerful healing, so you may release your sorrow, despair, or any guilt you still feel as she anoints you on your third eye with a special healing oil she has prepared for you. After Mary has given you her blessing, it is my turn, and as I approach you silently, please do not try and shy away from me, or turn your head so I cannot see your silent tears of sorrow.
As I move along the line blessing each person, Mary Magdalene will be holding the energy of Christ at one end, and Jeshua will be at the opposite end. This forms the power of three, and it is the energy that resides between the three of us that is a very powerful and can heal you in mind, body, and spirit, so you can finally forgive yourself of any past misdemeanours.
Then we will form a circle of light that will protect you, this circle holds the energy within the Christ consciousness, and as we hold this vibration you will feel this energy flow through your body, and in that moment, you have not only been blessed by the power of three but released from all yours sins.
Once more music fills the room and as we slowly retreat and walk back our seats, we will ask you to open your eyes and come back into your earthly bodies. Now you will have been transformed in mind, body, and spirit and are protected by the great white light forever more. Now it is time for you to leave the safety of this holy place and step forth knowing that you have been renewed in mind, body, and soul, and to know that no guilt or sorrow need accompany you on your forward journey.
God always forgives those who help themselves and will do so forever more. Now go in peace my child and move forward knowing that you have been blessed by our Lord that is on high. Now the power of three will gather daily to bless all parents in whatever structure that might be, to ensure that you will forever feel loved and protected for evermore.
However there is one more lesson for you to learn. So as you have been blessed and have been asked to let go of the past, know that we walk alongside you at all times, and that anytime you will be able to connect with us again, to give you strength to hold on in the future.
So now we would like you to know that you have been released of the past, and hope you will find the strength and compassion within yourself so you can lead a productive and fulfilling life in the future. For all those who have gone on ahead of you, know that they look down upon you with great compassion and love as we do, and they wish you to pick up the reins and live a most beautiful and happy life.
Now all blame and guilt has been removed from your energetic field. This has been a process that had to be taken to allow you ascend into the full awakening of your life’s mission and purpose on earth. It was your karma to endure this suffering, but now this has been removed as you have much healing to undertake in the world.
This experience has brought much compassion, not only to yourself but all others that you will meet in the future. So, know that your experience was not in vain and this knowledge will be used so that you can do much good in the world. We send you our greatest blessings for your continued good health and wealth, please remember that you may call upon us at anytime when you are sharing your gift of healing with others.
Bless you dearest one, I bless and hope that your heart will always remain open to the love of God and myself, Mary Magdalene, and my dearest son Jeshua, so you may continue your wonderful healing work for many years to come.
Mother Mary of Jesus
Anna Marie Croxson 6th May,2021