A Master of Christ – channeled by Anna Marie Croxson


What would Christ do now, whatever problem you are facing at this moment ask this question first, and foremost.  When you do this you open yourself up to not only divine source but also the compassion of Christ that he can bestow upon you.   Wait upon the Lord, wait for guidance, do not rush, do not let others persuade you against your will because you are a child of Christ first and foremost, always remember that.

When Christ is blessing you, all those around you are also blessed, and so this helps the problem to become a victory, as enlightenment comes to all who ask for Christ’s help.  First and foremost you must take personal responsibility for the decisions that you make, and not allow others to dictate to you, particularly if you have allowed them to make decisions on your behalf in the past.

I ask of all my disciples to take full responsibility for the decisions they make, and although I am here to guide you, it is you that must take the reins and take action if needed. Without you taking action we cannot help you, and we must see that as a ‘Master of Christ’ you will always take personal responsibility for all of your actions.

Having faith in a higher power does not mean that you give your power away either to heaven above or another. Now it is up to you to master yourself, master your actions, and become fully accountable.  When you are able to do this you are standing in your power, and will not be accountable to anyone else, but my Father God, and myself.

But you must always remember that to be a Master of Christ your first responsibility is to yourself, and when you get into the habit of always checking in with yourself first then you can become a true Master of Christ.

This is no easy route and requires constant discipline of the mind, body and spirit. This does not require blind faith, but a faith that is built upon a solid foundation, for how can you help others is your own foundation is shaken to its core.   You must develop a rock like strength of mind, a faith that will not be moved, and yet still have the compassion and innocence of a little child.

My child know that you are loved beyond measure and now it is time to learn to love and respect yourself first, and in some degree put yourself first. Learn to know your own strengths and weaknesses and then you will become as strong as the rock of ages.

Have compassion for the child within, and love it with all your heart, and when that child feels the love of Christ enter it will be blessed for evermore. This is when you can become a Master of Christ, and then you can heal others of their heartbreak, trauma, and loss, when in the highest vibration that resides within the Christ consciousness.

This path is not for the faint hearted and you will be challenged many times. And as you overcome the obstacles placed in front of you, your faith will be renewed with a rock like certainty of the love of Christ that you know is within you.   And this faith will allow you to be renewed in body and soul as you embody Christ in this incarnation.

Now it is time, to rise up and become the ‘light of the world’ as the critical mass needs light to sustain them through their challenges. And as they see the light within them, they will receive healing by a Master of the Christ consciousness.

So now first and foremost you must find your light within and then no man will put you asunder. They will be blinded by the light of your being and by the scrutiny of the Master Christ. Should they find your light too bright they will flee back into the darkness attempting to recover their equilibrium.   But this experience will make them curious and it is likely that they will return, but this time only for their own illumination.

Finally they have realised that the light of the Master of Christ is so strong and pure that they succumb to the beauty and love that is offered to them, and they become completely transfixed by the beauty of the person that stands before them, the one that speaks of the love of Christ, and the healing of Christ, and the peace of Christ.

This is a peace that passes all understanding. For the ones who are so troubled it is a puzzle that others wish to seek peace and have decided to leave the ego to its own dastardly ways, as they have realised that they are not whole, nor have the power they thought was theirs. So now they are giving their power to God almighty, and through God seek the compassion that lies within the Christ consciousness.

Now they realise the truth of who they are, not whom they thought they were, and know there is a big difference between these two states of their mind. Now the find the path of redemption and resurrection, and will find the peace they are seeking, and have been seeking for so long.

So now with great peace in their heart they give their life to Christ, and seek to find the compassion of the Christ consciousness within their hearts and become a Master of Christ, and it is Christ that will guide you through his compassionate love for all mankind. For those who have lost their way, lost their souls, and lost themselves in their ego, and only led a life that was soul destroying and worthless.

But now they have become worthy and dedicated Masters of Christ, and now preach the word of God to all they meet, spreading the great love of God they feel within, respecting our lord Jesus Christ, and his Father deep within their souls for evermore.

“ This is my Father God, I Mary Mother of Jesus do say unto you today be of good cheer, become a dedicated ‘leader of the light’ in your communities, within your families, and treat all you meet with respect, holding the light of Christ deep within your hearts.

I plead with you today to never put another asunder, to never defile another’s grace, to never attempt to murder another’s inner light with your destructive thoughts. Because it will be these thoughts that will deny the light that you hold within your hearts.

Today is your chance to become a ‘Master of Christ’, and to follow his light and receive the love he wishes to bestow upon you.  I Mary, Mother of Christ bless you and hold you in my heart as I watch you in your sorrow.  Know that you are loved and that you are blessed not only by Master Jesus, but also by all of his counterparts, the ‘Masters of Christ’ that walk upon this earth today.

Call out to them in your sorrow and they will come forth to comfort you in your time of need. You do not have to walk your path alone, but call in the wise ones to help you tread into the path of light, so you can dispel the darkness within.

My child, you are a child of the light, so never fear the dark for it has no power over you, unless you give it the power to overcome you.  The light is stronger than the dark and you have the power to overcome everything and anything that might try to threaten your peace of mind.

Do not fear as God is near, he is a close to you right now as you go about your daily tasks, whispering words of encouragement. So turn to him, and ask him to assist you with all you do in his name, and in his love for you, he will do so”.

Jesus Christ

Mary, Mother of Jesus Christ

Anna Marie Croxson  27th March, 2023©


11 – 3 – 23 Prayers for Peace, Ukraine, World Population, Fear of Spirit etc

Transcript Date: 11th March 2023

Prayers for Peace

Strong words are spoken this evening by those who would create disillusionment within your world, they do not care for the downtrodden and those of your world who seek only peace and love, a home for their families without fear of retribution.

This peace can only be achieved by those who have a heart and will to set their minds free upon this path of love, it can only be those who are true of heart that will set you free.

You belong to a race of beings at this time, who seemingly only care about their personal lives. But this cannot be said of all, for there are many who wish well upon others and care for them with a great deal of love and compassion.

It is not necessary to understand all of creation and why man is set upon his path at this time, a path of disillusionment and distrust, devastation and destruction. 

Many ponder these questions and ask, when will it end, when will peace come to the minds of those of the world? It can only be brought, as we have said, by those with a heart of love, and the will to speak out against those who would bring disillusionment to the world. To share your love is the best you can do, to bring peace and harmony to others in your actions and in your thoughts.

Tonight, as on each and every night, there are many questions, many prayers asking for this peace, and for this love to reign supreme. We will tender you this answer, that it will come, but not for all. For those who create these issues of life cannot accept the love of that one single being, the creator of all.

Truly your hearts cry out for salvation and peace, and we sympathise at this time. Your caring hearts and your love will carry you through with peaceful thoughts and consideration for others. Do not be dominated by those who would speak harshly of you and of others, for they have a practice of ill will to tip the scales in their favour so they may exploit the many of your world in these terrible, desperate times.

The War in Ukraine

The war in the Ukraine will continue on and the burdens of life will be great upon the many, and they will call for sanctuary and peace. This can only be brought by a change of heart of that nation. At this time we cannot foresee this occurrence, but a change of leadership will come when the disillusionment reaches the people of that country and they realise the absurdity of it all. 

One man cannot rule the world and his conquests have no meaning for they will be short lived. But these things will live long in the hearts and minds of the people, and the memory of this terrible time within that country of the Ukraine will pass into history.

Your world leaders speak at this time of further sanctions against this nation, (Russia), yet, these will be meaningless in the minds of those that rule, for they have a purpose and a destiny to follow within their own eyes, that their nation should become supreme once more.

We cannot be certain of the outcome, for it lays in the hands of man. But know this, that those who suffer in extreme ways at this time will be brought peace when their time is done.

World Population

Can you not see the world at this time, as its population multiplies? How will you survive as a race of human beings if you do not sacrifice your desires for the technologies of your life? Was there not a time when peace reigned supreme? Maybe long ago, but it is in your nature to deceive and create wars that are totally unnecessary. 

Your population will grow to a point where the ability of your world to sustain life will be at a tipping point, and as these scales tip, so it will be plain to see the mistakes of the past, and they will come to say, “How could this have happened?” The greed of men drive these things at this time, their greed drives wars, and your climate also suffers at their hands.

To speculate that a time of peace will come is a good and positive attitude, but do not allow their fears to dominate your lives. Be free of heart and tackle each day as it comes, knowing that we are there to support you, no matter what the situation.

Time is short this evening, be blessed in the knowledge of our existence and love.

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Conquer Fear of the World of Spirit

Conquer your fears, do not allow them to overwhelm the passing of your life. And we say this to each and every one of you, your life is a gift and although short lived and sometimes it seems to be devastating, know it is only for a short period. And those that pass on, do so with peace in their hearts and in their minds.

None of you walk alone in this life, so none of you should fear the outcome. Know that when it is your time to pass that you will be greeted by the hands of love and a warm welcome awaits you all.

There will be confusion for many, for they do not understand the world of spirit and do not seek it out within their lives, for they can only see what is in front of their eyes. But if you close your eyes and imagine another world that exists parallel to yours, to which you are permanently connected, then you may free your heart and your mind and know that your bondage upon earth is only a temporary measure for you to learn and practice love in the physical form.

The spiritual world exists constantly around you, it navigates your lives without your awareness, and it guides you as you progress within this time of life. It will keep you close if you allow it, but if you shun it away, if you do not wish to acknowledge this existence, then know that it is still there helping and assisting always, despite your prejudice or disbelief.

Knowledge is key to all patterns of life; it exists within the atmosphere around you. You are a part of the greater being of life that exists beyond your physical world.

It is not to reason why, but to have a practice of love, trust and faith. The answers will come for many, but there will be those who will shut themselves off from the truth.

Belief is paramount, even if you do not practice in prayer or in meditation, even if you shut yourself off from believing that such things can exist, you will not deter them, the spirit that walk beside you, for they know in their hearts that you are like a child who needs guidance.

In the pursuit of happiness, you must hold each other tight to bear the brunt of the many seasons to come.

God is my rock – channelled by Anna Marie Croxson


Call on God not only in times of trouble, but to glorify his name. In my experience I found that during good times and bad, he never fails in his promise of salvation. So you must never give up hope even when things look impossible, or you cannot see a way forward.

We cannot always see the road ahead but God knows exactly what is right for our soul, and even in our pain when we cry for help he is there right by your side, encouraging you to believe in miracles.

And it is when being severely tested that a miracle seems impossible, but nothing is impossible with God. So even when hope is fading you must turn to him and trust him with your life, and also your hopes and dreams.

When you feel stuck, when nothing seems to change this is exactly when you need to return to him and confirm that you are not going to give up, and that you trust him to find the solution for your salvation.

This message today is to let you know that God can create miracles seemingly out of nowhere, but he is the only one who knows when your resurrection will come,  and decides this when he sees that the lesson of resolution has been learnt.  This makes you resolute within your faith so that you know nothing is impossible with God, and as he rewards you with absolution, he will fulfil his promise to you.

If God has told you he will honour his promise, it will come even if you have no proof. He needs you to be so resolute in your faith that whenever you are challenged you will not fail, you will stand your ground and be resolute in your faith, and in God almighty.

And so it is today that he asks you to stand strong in your belief, and not waver even when hope seems to be fading. Sometimes you may ask, ‘Where are you God’ when I need you the most, why have you left me in the desert all alone?’   And as you sit there with little hope in your heart, he hears your call and he understands your desperation, as you see the dreams you had fade and die.

But this my friend is an illusion and these are often found in the desert. It is only your mind playing tricks with you, the devil trying to twist your heart into knots so you lose faith in the love of God.   And in that moment you need to call God back into your heart, speak to him and say now you understand why you felt so lost, and promise to renew your faith, and stand tall once more.

And as you look into the heavens above, you will promise him that you will stand up to be counted, and you will not fail and be faithful knowing that he will honour his promise to you.   Know that a promise from God is set in stone and it is already done, but the time of waiting is in his hands, for he knows when you are ready to receive his blessing. We often believe that we know the right time, but it is in his time not ours. He needs us to be so resolute in our faith that no man, no condition, will ever threaten the strength of our faith ever again.

To carry out his work we have to be strong, we cannot break down and cry when people come to us seeking our help. We must become strong and courageous, and know that the strength of God is within us so we can help others as they cry out in pain.  We are the soldiers of God’s army, and we must be brave on the battlefield knowing we are fully supported by him.

So many will call out to us in their sorrow so we must be as strong as a rock, had we not been tested we would never have found the inner strength we needed. We had to be tested to know that we could always rely on him, and only on our strength could gather him to us so we may heal others and bring peace into their hearts.

But unless we were ready to be a willing servant of the Lord he needed to know that we had grown in strength, and in our commitment, before he could send the great riches that were to be used for the good of all.  He had to know that we were as solid as a rock, in mind, body, and spirit before he could trust us with the word of God, words that we would speak to others in full faith and his goodness and mercy.

So it is today that I wish to give you this message.  You must never give up hope otherwise you will lose your faith and trust in him. He knows how you feel and understands your frustrations when your will and expectation is not forthcoming. But this is a test, as he wishes to see how strong your faith has become before he will give you all the goodness promised to you.  The road you have chosen allows the strength of God to come to you, but you must promise him that you will never falter, not even when challenged and in that moment you believe you might, but you will not.

Even in your most difficult moments he will be at your side watching how you resolve difficult situations. This will test your strength of character and show him whether you are up to the mark, and if you can stay strong, knowing that it will result in a successful conclusion.

When you rely on him and trust him to bring you back home, it’s for you to examine your heart and to get to know yourself better. Then you might pass muster, but you have to do the inner work, and ‘walk your talk’, that have come about from all past experiences endured.

It is my experience that even in the depths of my pain and loss I trusted him to bring my son home, my lost son, the Son of God.   It was my biggest trial, not only for me but also for many others. But I trusted him even through my tears and desperation, as I could hear his voice bringing me words of comfort. He was my rock and he can be yours too, should you wish to confide in him and entrust him with your tender heart.

Today I ask you to grow your faith, and trust the Lord with your life. Kneel down now and pray, ask him for your salvation, ask him to keep you strong in your faith, ask him to protect you and to give you the courage to keep going, knowing he will keep his promise to you. This will come about in God’s good time, a time that is perfect for you to receive the promise of his love, and the perfection of the plan he has for you now, and forever more.

Mary,  Mother of Jesus

Anna Marie Croxson 16th February, 2023©

The Sign of the Cross – Mother Mary channelled by Anna Marie Croxson


What meaning does the cross hold for you? Is it a symbol of your love of Jesus Christ, or his love for you, or does it represent fear, fear of the unknown, fear of hell, fear that if you do not obey your religious orders that you will be dammed for evermore?

The true meaning of the cross is the resurrection of not only Jesus, but so he could help to resurrect mankind by the many sacrifices he made.  Do you feel the power of the cross, the power of the love of Jesus Christ, the power of his Father God? 

It was because of my love for God that I willingly agreed to present the body of Christ through birthing my son Jesus Christ. It was such a privilege to be given this role, and one I have found to wonder how this miracle came about, but I was also aware of the huge responsibility that came with this precious gift of life.

I was only a young woman, hardly grown into womanhood, but all that changed so rapidly that I did not have a chance to get my breath before my beautiful child was born.  And as I looked into his eyes I saw the beauty of his soul, and I saw the compassion that was the essential part of him.  Even as a baby his eyes looked through you, and as Son of God he knew everything about you, as well as loving everybody without judgement.

So it was a wonderful thing to witness his great love for his Father God whom he loved to distraction, knowing deep in his heart that he had come for an almighty purpose, to help wake up the slumbering mind of mankind as he had come to wake them up to their truth.

It is true that some of his disciples at that time found his requests quite disconcerting as he was often challenging them about their faith. Sometimes they did not believe that he was a miracle man who could heal in an instant, who could create calm waters in the middle of a storm, and who always went out of his way to help his flock.   He was and still is a man of great courage and integrity, who always listened to the word of God and carried out his wishes without a second thought.

And even when it came to pass that he had to suffer on the cross for his beliefs, he knew that God would not forsake him, and he also knew that it was part of his sacrifice to wake up the people of the world.   He is the symbol of the resurrection of the people of the world, and it is symbolic that even in this day and age, the cross represents so much power to so many.

The cross represented much suffering as my dearest Jeshua found out, but now he wishes all of you to know that the symbol of the cross in this lifetime is to learn to love and to be able to release your suffering to the Lord.  When you learn to love his Father God, there is no need to suffer dear one, the cross represents the triumph of man’s endurance, and by answering to God all can be transformed.

The cross is a symbol of the love of Jesus Christ, and the love that you hold in your heart, and its symbolism is still portrayed all over the world.   Many churches, many religions, many people still worship him, and myself Mary Mother of Jesus.   But now we wish you to worship yourself, and open your hearts to love and be assured of God’s love and in the presence of Jesus Christ in your life.

Even in times of great turmoil, the love of God and the Love of Jesus Christ is always available for you.   If you like to wear a cross this can bring you closer to the essence of Christ, if you love to attend ceremonies in your church this can bring you a sense of his presence.  But remember, you do not have to go to church to hear your Father God speak to you, or for my son to come to your side at a time of need.

Remember the cross, but also remember that God is everywhere. In every blade of grass, in every thought that passes through you, and Jesus in his infinite compassion will encourage you to find his love that passes all understanding.

So when you look at the cross imagine the upright line as being the connection between heaven and earth, and the arms of the cross embracing you with God’s Love.   Jesus died for us, so he would be seen resurrected once more, by the love of God, and it is his wisdom and mercy that is available for all who seek his assistance.

So as you sit with your cross know it holds the power for you to connect from earth to heaven above, and as you see the arms of the cross imagine those arms embracing you with the love of Jesus Christ.  There is nothing to fear, it is only love that you need to seek so let all recrimination and fear leave you, and only concentrate on connecting with this joyous energy available to you right now.

Whatever you believe will be given unto you, if you believe you still have to suffer so be it, but if you know that God is love, and his son can offer you such compassionate love what is there to fear?   This is the true meaning of the sign of the cross, infinite compassion, infinite love, unending patience, wisdom of the ages, and wisdom available from many ascended masters all of whom are waiting to serve you.

Now the cross is a symbol of LOVE, so don’t allow yourself to suffer, seek release. Do not believe in evil, but become more aware of the compassionate forgiveness that is in all people of the world. See a world full of compassionate love, as this is the real message of the cross and is what Jesus seeks to reveal to you today.

When love is present, and when the love of God is present in your life no one can put you asunder, and when you put on the armour of God know that you are safe within the loving arms of the cross.  You are connected by the rod of the cross as it connects earth with heaven, no more suffering there is only pure love, heavenly love, Godly love, and is available to all.

So hold the cross in your hand and marvel at the power it holds, a power that you can use to transmute yourself into the heavenly realms of light.  It is the light that is stronger than the dark, and when man realises this to be true you can resurrect yourself into the light and into the heavenly arms of God and his son Jesus Christ.

Think of the cross as a heavenly tree of light, where all is transmuted by the love of Christ, all hurt dissolved so quickly it could be called a miracle, the miracle of the love of Christ.  As you feel its power pray, pray for all ills to be removed, pray for your biggest dreams to come true, and pray giving great thanks to your Father God, and his dearest son Jesus Christ for all the goodness and mercy that is sent to you in this moment of revelation.

The world is now ready for this revelation, and many are ready to be resurrected into the arms of Christ. The world at large and the people of the world are seeking change and are seeking to find the light within their being.   They search to find kindness, and goodness and mercy in each other, they seek to feel the compassion that Christ has spoken about so eloquently, and yet for many it has only just emerged within their soul.

These are the true blessings of the cross. The compassion of Christ, the wisdom of God, the beauty that will be shown to all in a world that is undergoing the greatest change in the consciousness of mankind.   Hold the cross in your hands and as you do so bless God, bless his son Jesus Christ, and as you seek to do so, know that those blessings are returned to you in an instant, all you have to do is to believe in this miracle, and in the love they have for you, now and forever.

Mary, Mother of Jesus Christ 

Anna Marie Croxson 8th December, 2022©

Be Resolute – channelled by Anna Marie Croxson


Only focus on the path ahead that you have decided upon, know that whatever mission you have been given it has come from God. You are not walking this path alone, and although you may feel challenged in this moment remember the source of all wisdom has your back. So should you find yourself querying your path, try not to because then you will be in doubt of ‘the wisdom of God’, and more importantly the purpose he has given you to fulfil.

Be resolute, say these words to yourself when doubts creep in, and it will help you get back on track.  It is human to doubt especially when being challenged or feeling exhausted, but when you call yourself back into the energy of resolution then your vibration will change, and you will get back on track and start to feel strong and positive once more.

You will find yourself feeling purposeful, determined and unwavering in your quest, and once more you will feel the powerful force of God within you, giving you the energy to carry on regardless of any obstacles you might encounter on the way. Do not listen to others, and do not even try to explain yourself because some will not understand, as they are on a different vibrational wavelength to you.

They cannot understand how you can be purposeful and so full of faith, and it feels somewhat unreal and a little daunting knowing that they cannot match you in anyway.   This is not about ego, or who is right or wrong, it is purely about vibrational frequencies, and you being taken on a different path, one that is not in alignment with their own.

So don’t beat yourself up but remember whom you are and what you came to do, and be resolute in that energy for that is where you are meant to be at this moment.  You will not always be able to explain this situation to others, as it will only be the ones that align with your own vibration that will understand.  So do not try to push water up hill as all it will do is come down and drown you. Accept the status quo and only focus on what you came here to do, otherwise you will get diverted from your cause.

This is a great lesson in focus, as you need only to focus on what you want to achieve and what you believe in.  The fact that there are people or family around you who do not understand is something you will have to learn to accept, so it does not interrupt your concentration that might make you lose focus on the goal you wish to achieve.

When you have been asked to create a mission on our behalf you have to give it one hundred per cent, there are no half measures, ask any entrepreneur and they will confirm that they too had to make sacrifices to get to their chosen goal.

Remember it is very important to enjoy the journey, rather than make it feel like a chore. Enjoy the challenge, relish the diversity of life, and most of all enjoy the creative process of bringing your dream into existence.  It takes a lot of courage and determination to stay the course, so you must remember to always stay resolute to the path you have chosen.

The upside to all of this is that this will bring you much joy as well as satisfaction including material wealth. But first you must only concentrate on the purpose of your mission so the thought of money does not divert you, and should any material wealth come your way, know this is a gift from God and must be shared with others.

So spend your material wealth and enjoy every moment of giving knowing that you are able to make another person’s life easier and more enjoyable, as the purpose of any mission is to make sure you enable others in one way or another. This may be by sharing your knowledge, giving a healing, the gift of your time and attention, or sharing a sum of money that has been gifted to you for this purpose.

It is true that many will wonder how you have achieved a certain status, but this came from your hard work and determination to achieve what you set out to do.  You may not be able to explain fully how this came about, and in fact there is no need to do so. But we do ask that you fully recognise our part in your success, and your relationship with God being the key to the success you now enjoy.

You are nothing without God and you know I am behind every success, every creative thought, and have helped you bring your dream into reality. Without me alongside you every inch of the way it is probable that success of this magnitude would not have manifested itself. So when you credit me with your success and state ‘ I am nothing without God’, this is a very powerful statement and one that others may query and wish you to clarify. So you might like to say that without our relationship, and without your faith in me, none of what you have achieved would have been possible.

This is showing a level of faith that is not always seen nor understood, and many like to keep their belief a secret not wanting to be mocked for their faith in God. But I want you to shout your beliefs from the rooftops, and I want you to stand strong in your faith, and stand resolute in your statement of faith, that you have worked so hard to achieve in your lifetime.

Some people will say that it is okay for you because you have faith, but they are not always aware of the journey you have undertaken to get to this level of understanding. But you will demonstrate this to others by continually constantly praising my name for all the goodness and mercy that you have received. Everyone single one of you can elevate your level of faith in some way but they have to be willing to do so. They may play around with this for a while even if they go to church regularly. But you have to show faith by your actions, you have to be consistent in your thought, and you have to be constantly aware of how you act by respecting the authority of divine law that guides your life.

When you understand this truth it will change your life in many ways, but you have to understand the truth of the challenge that you willing abide by.  You cannot do it one day and then not do it the next, you have to be observant, conscious, and willing to serve God in the way he would wish you to do so, every single day.   Because God Almighty is your Father as well as your greatest teacher, he loves to help you but also he wants to see you helping yourself, so you can grow into and become the best that you can be.  God praises effort, determination, and a willingness to serve him at whatever personal cost this maybe to you.   You are a servant of the Lord, and as such you put him first and ask him first for guidance, and you will only move forward when you have his gracious acceptance of your request.

There is a fine line between blind faith, and a faith that works alongside God on a daily basis. Blind faith means that you do not want to take responsibility for your life, but working with God in partnership requires you to take full responsibility to do his will, and work with him for the greatest good of mankind.

So today I hope these words will give you a better perspective of the different types of faith I encounter. So you might like to use this way of connecting with God in a two- way conversation in the same you way you would with anyone else.  When you ask me for help I deliver, you may question me and I will guide you, but I also wish you to think for yourself and come to me with your proactive ideas. You must learn to be independent otherwise you will not make a success of what you intend to do, but I can also help guide you as a parent would with a child.

Children have to learn to stand on their own two feet, but often will have been given a framework of ethics given to them by their parents. Our relationship is very similar, the only difference is that I can be with you every hour, every minute of the day like a loving Father watching over his dearest child. It is true that often I will protect you when you do not protect yourself, as I see all you do. And should you be about to go off track I can impress upon you via our communication to slow down, or perhaps re consider a decision that you are thinking of making. In this way our relationship is a little different from the one you had with your loving parents, although I know it is one you cherish and respect every day.

So when you cherish and respect our relationship you will not make bad choices, and you will be given strength and determination, and will have the resolution to follow your path to the very end, until you fulfil the goal you and I set out for you to complete, in my name, that is ultimately for the good of all mankind.

Anna Marie Croxson 28th November, 2022©

Passing Through Grief with Grace – channelled by Anna Marie Croxson


My dearest ones I understand your sorrow, and the grief you feel at the passing of a loved one, a dear animal, or if you have experienced a relationship that has come to its end.   Grief comes in many forms, too many to mention here, but if grief in whatever way has touched you, know that it will in time become one of your greatest blessings.

To feel grief you must have experienced love, and it is the feeling of never ever being able to love again that can cause you to feel so alone.  But the human spirit is strong, much stronger than you might believe in this moment, but trust me as I have experienced this when my beloved son was hung upon the cross.

I knew he was working with God to bring a new consciousness to mankind, but as the mother of a beautiful son I did not find this at all easy, and I too called out to God many times during this period of my greatest grief.   He told me to hang on, and said to me and that a miracle was about to occur, and so it was in time I was able to see that my son had been returned to me, but this time in a completely different form.

This experience is possible for you too, as you can experience your loved one who has passed in many ways.  You may hear a whisper, you may feel his/her presence, or smell a distinct perfume that reminds you of them or the perfume of their favourite flower. So whatever method they choose to let you know they are near you, believe they can come back to comfort you in a specific way that will be relevant to you both.

But when you are set so deeply within your grief it is easy for you to miss the signs that your loved ones are near you as the loss you feel is so overwhelming, especially if your love has been as deep and true as mine. But please understand that given a chance they will always strive to be with you, and will be a witness to your life without them.

They will understand the torture you felt when having to make difficult decisions that you took on their behalf, but they wish to reassure you that you did the right thing, especially considering all the difficulties that surrounded your person’s passing.

And although each person’s story is unique, there is a running thread that many of you experience and that is the feeling of guilt. Be assured that this is quite unnecessary, as most of the time events were beyond your control, especially when the person you loved took their own life.  I know this is one of the hardest situations to bear, but you must respect the decision they made, and not see it as a direct reflection of your relationship.

So many people who pass over come to me to get closure and a better understanding of their life on earth. I am able to comfort them so they can understand the reason why they took their own life or became sick. They are concerned how they left things with you, so I able to reassure them, as well as you, that all is well. And even though you have lost the physical presence of your loved one, you have not lost their love, or their regard for you.

And even if your relationship had its difficulties, or if there was blame or recrimination during their earthly life, be assured that this was for a reason. When they pass over this is explained to them in more detail as they are able to review their Akashic records, and so understand that what took place was part of their divine plan.

So if your beloved passed abruptly, and if there were any cross words spoken between you that now hang in the air, know that they want you to forgive them for any misdeamours, and you should forgive yourself for anything that was said, that you now might regret.

The most important thing for both of you to understand is that the time you spent together has gone. And although you are apart physically, the connection will always be with you, and when it is your time to pass, you will be reunited.   In the meantime know that they are at peace, and they wish you to be at peace knowing that they still love you. They want you to pick up the threads of your life once more, knowing that they are overseeing every detail, and wish you ‘bon voyage’ as they see all the new opportunities coming towards you. So do not put your life on hold, but try to accept that it will never be the same, and by accepting this rather than resenting it, it will help you find peace of mind once more.

So when you pray at night and think of your loved one in spirit, try to find the grace to let them go, even if you have to admit you might have done some things wrong, know that you did your best and now you can let God do the rest. When you are able to be in a state of grace, this acceptance will bring you closer to source, and open the door so communication can come forth to comfort you in your time of need. They too will have a greater understanding of the purpose of their incarnation on earth, and will be able to accept all was perfect and many lessons were learnt during that time.

It is easy to judge how others live their life, but do not be so quick either to judge them or indeed yourself. You might not realise the impact your person had, and you may hear many stories of their goodness and mercy that you were not aware of and how their words gave courage to others in their time of need.

Many people who have passed have led very full and productive lives almost right up to the moment of their transition, and they may have been planning even more projects before they moved on. Do not feel sorrowful but know they will continue their work albeit in a slightly different way. For instance if they were a healer on earth they will be expanding their healing work in heaven, and you may be a beneficiary of receiving healing for yourself.   If they were successful business people, or were ones that cared about the environment or animals, their skills and passion will still be used but now in a slightly different way.

So try not to fret if they passed early in life particularly if you feel that they did not have the chance to complete their life’s work. Know their God given gifts will be used to great affect and for the good of mankind, but this time from a higher dimension.  So if you can gracefully accept this as being true, it will give you a broader perspective that will allow you to move on, knowing they are safe and loved in heaven above.

Grace is acceptance, Grace is being able to trust God for the highest and best outcome, and Grace is accepting God’s will for your loved ones, as well as yourself.   So step into Grace, and say ‘Thy will be done dear Lord’, and let the peace of his love and understanding come into your heart for evermore.

Mary, Mother of our Lord Jesus Christ

Anna Marie Croxson 6th December, 2022©

Be Joyful, it’s Christ-Mass – channelled by Anna Marie Croxson


What is joy, what is the belief you hold around the Christ-Mass time of this year?  Many of you this find part of the year trying, but it should be a joyful time for you and be the season of goodwill for all men, woman and children.  And yet often this is not what you feel as you have so much to do and no one else understands the stress you feel.  So what to do, how can you re-balance your life so that you can enjoy this most important and reverent time of the year?  You must learn to see the importance of the Christ light, for it is Christ that is so important, and what he stands for.

The Christmas that you are planning is often way off what he wanted it to be for you, so when you are up to your eyes with shopping, presents, and food, plus all other demands that you believe are part of Christmas, I want you to take a step back and see the truth of the stress you are feeling.

Christ-Mass is a holy time of the year as it was when your saviour was born for him to bring love and compassion to the world, and to all mankind.  This event is not meant to bring you hardship or pressure of any kind, it was meant for you to find the love of Christ within you, and for you to find a peace that passes all understanding.

The spirit of Christ light can be within you throughout this special period, and in the stillness of Christmas Eve I wish you to invite him into your life, into your home, and into your heart and it is then, and only then, you will understand the full meaning of Christ-Mass, Jesus came to save the world, and in these troubled times he can save you.  This is not a fanciful notion, but one you should ponder on, Christ came to save mankind many years ago and today he can save you, it is that simple.

All you have to do is release your cares and woes to him and ask him to bless you, and your family at this special time so peace may reign. Would it not be wonderful to know that all would be peaceful with those you love, no stress, no arguments, no recriminations, just feeling the love of Jesus Christ entering the hearts of all mankind.

This is the essence of the Christ-Mass, my son cometh before you as I speak, he walks amongst the masses as I write, and he comes to comfort you in your hour of need. All you have do now is believe that he can be with you at all times.  Call him into your life today, call him forth and pour out your troubles to him and feel him bless you heart with love, a love that you have never felt before.

Open the door and welcome him in to meet you, ask him to bless all that enter there, knowing that Jesus Christ is within each and every one of you once you have asked for his presence to be known to you.  What do you see when you look at your Christmas card and see Jesus in the Manager, do you see this just as history or are you starting to realise the truth behind his most important message.

Who are the three wise men, and why did they come to honour this babe in arms, because they knew of his power, they knew he was a saviour, and they knew he was the son of God.  Even then they knew the importance of this great event, even when it took place in a humble stable on a cold winter’s night.

How is it that many hundreds of year’s later we celebrate his birthday at the Christ-Mass not realising the true significance of this event but the importance of Christ being born on earth?  How have we come so far away from the truth of his coming to earth to save us, and yet so often in our lives we walk away from the truth of his being.

So today as you are preparing for your Christmas celebrations take some time to reflect on the true meaning of having Jesus Christ in your own life.  Does he have a presence within you, or is he just a figure from the past that you do not recognise. What do you tell your children about Jesus when they take part in the nativity plays at this time of the year? Does this really honour him, and do they really understand what role Jesus plays in all your lives, whether you believe in him or not?

You are so far removed from the essence of Jesus that in your modern society this is only recognised once a year, or at most perhaps once a week at Christmas or other religious gatherings.   Do you forget about him as you rush through your daily life with all its trials and tribulations? And yet he has never left you, he is always with you but so often you are unaware of his presence, until you need his help.

How often do you kneel down in prayer to thank him for his service, thank him for his kindness, and thank him for the wisdom he imparts to you?  How do you recognise Jesus in your life, is he someone who is always there for you, or just a vague figure in the distance that you know you can call on in times of need?

Whatever Jesus represents to you at this moment, please know that at the Christ-Mass time you have a unique and special reason to come into his presence, to feel his love, and to honour him by your recognition. He will never fail you, he will always love you even from a distance, and he can be with you and in whatever form he presents himself to you is perfect.

So become as one at this special Christ-Mass, ask for his love to protect you and your family, ask for peace to come into your home, ask for peace to reach all your friends, ask him to bless and protect you all at this most special time of celebration, the celebration of his birth. Now he has brought forth this special message for you all.


‘My dearest children of the Earth, do not fret, do not worry, do not scatter your energies so you feel so worn that you cannot enjoy your beautiful Christ-Mass.  Go quietly dear friend, come into the stillness, and see the Star of David up above, and know that all is well.

I bless you with my Love, and I bless all who you encounter, and all of whom you love with all your heart.  I AM in your heart, I AM in your life, and I AM amongst your troubles making all crooked places straight for you.  I AM with you when you sleep, and I AM with you when you lie your head down at night, so think of me and ask me to bless your brand new day.

I AM the blessed Son of God, I AM proud to be his Son who came to save the world of its troubles, care’s and woes.  And it is at this special time that you may receive my blessings of love, and as you speak of me do so with reverence, because of my love for you and all of those you care for.

Bring my presence into your home on Christ-Mass day, and as you do so see the light that shines in the darkness, see the light of me on your Christ-Mass tree, and watch as your children look in wonder at the beautiful lights.

They see the light of God when you do not, they see the Christ Light when you do not, and they see only your   goodness and mercy with a childlike faith that you have lost. So now it is time to reclaim that childlike faith and wonder, it is time to bow down to me with a childlike faith knowing that I can heal you, and all who are precious to you, not only at this special time on earth, but at anytime now and in the future.

But the Christ-Mass day is a most special time of the year when the energy of Christ can manifest so easily, and when the masses take time to worship me. And it will be my own goodness and mercy that will be dispensed out into the world at this most special time of the year.

In reverence to me you will find me, and in prayer to me you will find me, in thanks to me you will find me, and even during your concerns you can find me.   Take time to be with me, take time out to find the peace and stillness that will come within you, at this most special time of year.

Have a blessed Christ-Mass and know that I am with you as you celebrate this Mass, and the birth of Christ on earth. I have come to heal mankind of all ills, all pain, all cruelty, and in my name this will be healed as requested by you. And in my name all will find peace as requested by you, and in my name there will be peace on earth as requested by you, I AM, Your Lord Jesus Christ’.


Anna Marie Croxson 30th November, 2022©

29-11-22 Vibration of love, Time of great change, Peace through prayer, Education of the soul, Passing over etc

Transcript Date: 29th November 2022

Vibration of love

The vibrations that play (the background music) are a reminder of the vibration of life and love that can be transmitted through the thoughts of those with goodness in their heart. And they transmit this love in a way uncommon to that of the living world, for there is much to learn about the universe and about your souls being and existence at this time.

We are forever with you, always guiding you and watching over you, protecting you when you listen to the words of guidance that are given. And our presence is a strong as your own in this life, for we are not figment of the imagination, but a blessing to you, unseen, but not unheard should you wish to listen.

Time of great change

A time has come for a great change within the universe, and this change is of love, as love is a potent presence within all life. It may take different forms, but it exists as an energy of positivity that all can embrace when they open their eyes and hearts and embrace that love that is given.

The energy of love brings a promise of life in the hereafter beyond your world of men. It is love that you carry with you, it is this love that will guide you in your heart’s desires of union, companionship and families.

There is a vast family that you are a part of and in this union of spirit you will partake once more to re-energise your souls as you live your lives. This energy can be drawn upon at any time, it is the positive energy that will embrace you and guide you throughout your time upon the earth.

Peace to the earth through thought and prayer

Of course, the Earth itself is a part of the universe, and the energy that is held within you is also a part of the Earth herself. It is a living being, much as you are, and it can be damaged, as it is as fragile as your bodies. Bring peace to the earth in your thoughts and in your prayers, heal it with your love, as it will heal you when you are in need. She is there as your mother, the creator of all that you see. And the Creator has made this so, that you may explore the many facets of love that exist. Those of the dark shadows would intervene to break this prism of love, of light, and they will bring darkness to those who would give way and allow them in, but the light always prevails, much as the dawn breaks the darkness of the night and brings in the light that those of the living world can bathe within.

Vibrations of life

Complex things we are speaking of, for we speak of the vibrations that coexist within your lives, your very being vibrates at a rate of 20 kHz per second in your time, and it does not stop, even at your passing. Your bodies, even in death, continue to vibrate and life exists to consume your being and this was intended. The vibration of your spirit and soul passes over to that universal spirit, that universal energy of love. Do not forsake love, for it is there to bring you joy and happiness, even in the darkest of times.

(Infrasound. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK10924/).

Time of passing to the new dawn

Passover (Note: I think this was meant to be ‘passing over’) will come and go and the dark shadows that bring misfortune and misdeeds to you will pass your door as you radiate your love, for the love and light of our Lord. It will pass you by, as if a mist in the night, and those who do not understand these things will also be protected, for each of you have a time of learning and each if you have a time for understanding the purpose of your soul and spirit, and the fragility of your life that is given as a gift.

Some would say that this gift is painful and a burden that they find hard to bear. But teachings never come easy, it takes effort to open your hearts and minds and take in the knowledge that is given, even in the harshest of times and circumstances.

You are never alone, and all we ask is that you fill your hearts with love, so that when your time comes you will not fear that ending of life but look forward to that new beginning, that rebirth of your soul within the realm of spirit, within the realm of light.

Harbour no fears my son, for the new dawn that comes, for it brings much enlightenment to your world. And to the many masses out there who do not read or listen to the words, they will gradually come to realise that life is about change, it is about evolution and about learning.

Education of the soul – (Akasha)

Your minds cannot possess all knowledge and you are given limited resources to live your life, and like your schools, you are capable of learning much and we are there as a reference library to guide you when it is needed. As we say, not all knowledge can be held within the material world, but it exists and provides the means by which you may continue on in your education of the soul.

To sit and breathe the air of life, is to connect with the nature around you. This brings healing to your heart and soul if you find yourself in bitter times. Do not extinguish these thoughts for your busy lives, for there is always time to take a moment, to sit back and look at the wonders that surround you. Open your eyes, for there is much to see within the beauty of your world. Look to the sky and the evening sun as it drops down below the horizon. See the wondrous colours and the light that shines. These many colours are as beautiful as the rainbow in the summer rain. Take in this presence that exists, for the dying of the sun at the end of the day, for darkness that comes brings fear to many. But the darkness is just a figment of the imagination, for even in the darkness there is light, and as the dawn breaks in the morning, so the light will shine and refresh your minds and bodies and you will feel alive once more.

This is the vast circle of life; it exists in everything and everyone. Your life as a human being is much the same, for there is the Winter and the Summer, and the Spring, and each season brings its own joys, its own form of teaching. But as the days in your world begin to draw in and the evening begins to cool, and the sun starts to sink, so your thoughts will turn to the day’s events. For those of the aged, the older generation, their thoughts will turn to the years before and the memories will flood in, and as it does so, they will reflect upon their lives as you would reflect upon your day. This will not be understood until your own sunset begins to fade upon your lives.

Many die young and never reach this stage, and they feel irritated and cheated at how life brought (them) pain and sorrow, yet even in this pain and sorrow there is a lesson to be learnt. But you will not be accepting of these things, and if you are fortunate to live a long life, then you will begin to see these things at the end of the day. 

And once more the sun will go down and the darkness will reign supreme, but only for a short time, for that love and light can never be extinguished and will resume once more in a glorious sunrise with the birth of new children, new life, and with the birth of the sun warming the day once more.

Do not be afraid of the hazards of life, for they have to be faced with courage. Do not obliterate your thoughts of love with selfishness and greed, be open to others and give them your thoughts of love, so they too may understand that life is a journey which all must walk at some point or another.

Time marches on and waits for no man and you must adjust and adapt to these changes, as the nature of your world changes and adapts to the climate in which it finds itself. But you are resilient if you keep your love and spirit charged with a belief that you will overcome these things of life. Therefore, the darkness will never truly envelop you, for as time marches on it will fade.

Passing on – healing from bereavement

She will pass in a time to come and there will be much anguish and sorrow, and the pains of life will be felt once more for those individuals who cherish her love. We speak in general terms, for there are many who pass, who have only lived a short life, a medium life, or perhaps a long life, and the pain and the darkness will envelop you and the tears will flow, and as the tears flow, so they wash away this anguish. 

And time moves on, and things seem to get better each and every day, (but) if you allow this pain and sorrow to envelop you and consume your lives, then you will find it difficult to adapt and change, as all must. We’re not saying that it will be easy to open that heart of love once more, but it will take courage and fortitude on your part to realise that life moves on, and those that you have lost have now been reborn to a world of light and love. As we say, you will not accept this at the time, but you must find the courage within to open that door once more and allow in the light, and once you do so, gradually life will resume once more. Your memories will never fade and they will never leave you, your torment is only short lived when once more you will rejoice in heaven at the reunion of your family.

The greater family of spirit

We speak of families as an individual unit and yet you are all of one family, you have one father and one mother in life and in spirit. And sometimes in life families break up and disperse, but it is the thought and love of your family that holds you together. And as you are born into the world of men, so you are treated in the same way, you are disconnected once more from your love of spirit, but only for a short time.

Then your bodies grow and your minds mature as you begin to open that connection once more. Even the youngest of your children are aware of the spiritual world and its presence within the physical world. They exclaim to their mothers of the presence of a loved one that they did not know, and they are told that these things are of the imagination and that they cannot be so. And so, as they grow, their minds are shut off from the world from which they came. But their love remains just the same.

You are a part of the greater family of spirit, and from the minutest organism upon your earth that lives and breathes, to the largest creature that walks your earth; and we include all the human race, you are all part of this family of spirit, and the energy that drives your bodies and your existence is that of the energy of love and of the universe.

Never forget your place upon your earth, never forget your presence is there to help others in their need and in their times of sadness and despair. Open your hearts and minds to their needs and you will help them and yourselves to a better way of existence within your world of life.

Be aware of our presence in your daily routines, look to us not as ghosts or apparitions, but as spirits that guide you, for our light shines brightly. Do not discriminate against another or against life or death, for everyone is of the same source, and of the same being of light.

Vibrations – part of the living world

We spoke of vibrations, and we do so in colours and vibrations of light and these have the same effect upon your minds and souls. They are a part of the living world that you see and it is only those who open their eyes to see these things that will realise how much a part of the universe and the living world they are. Can you not see and believe in these things? We are sure that a positive outlook will bring a positive return to each and every one of you.

Light to extinguish the dark

Do not despair at the world at this time, for it seems as if evil is reigning supreme over all things in life, but it cannot exist while the light exists. For the light, as we said, will extinguish the dark and so it is that the evil of men that the good of men will extinguish their evil thoughts.

Terror on the streets

There will be terror brought upon the streets shortly, in London and districts of other cities, for there is an organisation that will not give up. They are relentless in their actions, yet they too can be brought to heel by the love of others and the joint comradeship and fellowship of you all. They cannot win and never will.

(Michaels note: I had Winston Churchill in my mind as I spoke the next few words) 

He once said that determination will bring results and determination of love will always win.

The time has come for you all to resist this evil, to shun the dark things that are presented to you upon the net and upon your screens of vision. To encourage your children not to watch these things of dark thoughts, for they encourage a negative response. You must embrace your children and the love of each other, for you are all the children of the Lord our father and of the spirit that you are a part of.

Blessings to you all, good evening.

Intolerance will breed intolerance; love will breed to love.

PRAYER FOR PEACE – channelled by Anna Marie Croxson



My prayer for you is PEACE

And that in the STILLNESS of your heart

You will FIND ME

Your everlasting SAVIOUR

For I AM the LIGHT in your soul

And when you find the LIGHT

You not only CONNECT with me

But to the eternal SOURCE of your being

And it is when man becomes PEACEFUL

He becomes a WARRIOR

Not for the darkness, but for the LIGHT

And it is these Men and Women

Of much courage and determination

That I seek, so they may help HEAL the world

And bring PEACE into the ONENESS of all

And it is to you I bow down in GRATITUDE

For all your SPIRITUAL endeavours on Earth

You are the PEACE MAKERS

Working with the DIVINE SOURCE of all there is


Go forth and HEAL the hearts,

Of every Man, Woman and child


This is my dearest WISH now,

And forever more

Anna Marie Croxson©

Let your spirit speak to you – channelled by Anna Marie Croxson


It does not matter what others say to you, let your spirit speak to you, listen to that inner voice, the one that is nagging you to do something, to listen, to take heed, it is your spirit that wishes you to listen to the wisdom of the ancients.

This wise knowledge is available to all and yet so often ignored, often through ignorance of a presence that is within you. Some call this God, others may call it intuition, but it really does not matter what label is given, it is there to serve your highest good, and to support you in your hour of need.

So many of you are confused, whether to go this way or that, whether to stay or go, or are struggling to make any firm decision at all. Of course there are times when you need to hold back and review the situation, especially when there does not appear to be a clear path opening up in front of you, but there are other times when you know you have to take action, but do not because of your fear of the unknown.

Your spirit knows your life path, your spirit knows everything there is to know about you and much more, it has access to all the lifetimes you have lived and understands you much better than you do yourself.  So in times of need I would encourage you to first listen within, and debate later. I know life can be challenging, but that is what makes it so interesting, especially when you realise it’s only your perception that creates a dark cloud of depression over you.

But you must also realise that a beautiful rainbow is behind the dark cloud that so affects you, so change how you look at your current circumstances, and know for sure that change is on the way.

It is during these challenging moments that you will learn to be still and come within, and it is in the void that you will in time find the answer you are seeking.  Perhaps the answer will not come today, perhaps you will only get a little glimpse of what could be, but do not let your hurry to a solution cloud your judgement, or throw away the chance to see the illumination that you seek.

When you are immersed within the dark cloud and feel depressed, even the most sprightly spirit soul will not attempt to push through the darkness to reach you.   But if even in the midst of darkness you can see a chink of light, a flash of sunlight, concentrate on that with all your might, and watch it slowly grow bigger and bigger, obliterating the clouds in front of your very eyes.

I know this is not as easy as I make it sound, but I assure you that if you ‘speak out loud’ and are willing to hear your spirit speak to you, it will, and in no uncertain terms.  It may be at first there is just a glimmer of hope, a thought of something you had not considered before, that you could now explore, or you may get an intuitive nudge to make that call, or go see someone on the spur of the moment.

When you get the call to you must act even if you are not sure where you are going, just get in the car, or start walking   and ask to be taken to where you need to go.  You may fancy a cup of coffee and as you sit down at your table you see a friendly face in front of you, and it is that friendly soul you were meant to meet on this particular day.

Perhaps you share a similar story, perhaps you were there to comfort her, not the other way around as you first thought. Perhaps you made a great new friend that day, but you will never know unless you take the chance to listen to the still small voice that urges you out of the darkness, and into the sunlight of your dreams.

And if your dreams have been squashed, or if someone has let you down, or should another unjustly attack you, these events can all be overcome by changing your attitude.  And if you listen to the spirit within it will help you gain a new perspective.  Perhaps you were there to learn something, or perhaps you had to learn not to trust everybody at face value. So this may have been a lesson for you to ensure you do not make the same mistake in the future.

Your spirit only wishes to protect you, and knows that you must forge your own way forward. Along the way there can be some nasty bumps along the road, but it is the challenges that you face that make you much stronger than you have ever been, so see each lesson learnt as a victory, and congratulate yourself for confronting the problem head on.

It takes a brave person to know when they are wrong and admit it, and it takes a wise person to know when to speak, or not.  Watch what comes out of your mouth because once uttered those words can never be retracted, and even an apology can leave a nasty taste in the mouth.   So do not utter (or even think) bad things, even though it might be tempting in that moment to respond.  But if you do, the only person you hurt is yourself, because you are showing your vulnerability and the power that another has over you.

So decide that next time you will be stronger, knowing that you can gently extract yourself from the situation without any hurt feelings on either side, then you will have won the battle.  Later you might review the hurtful words spoken to you and wonder why the attack took place. My dearest one please understand it is not you they are attacking, it is their fear, their hurt, their feelings of shame, that prompts such an unhealthy reaction.

I know the shock of an unexpected attack can be very upsetting, but try not to let this affect you. Sit quietly and reflect, and try to release your anger by understanding the hurt and confusion the other person is feeling. It’s possible that you may have inadvertently made an innocent remark that acted as a trigger, one that could not be contained any longer, and you just happened to be in the firing line. But do not take this personally because they too are probably wondering what made them act with such disquiet and lack of respect for you.

So in every circumstance, how you perceive this or whether you feel it is good or bad is up to you. So let your soul spirit guide and comfort you especially if you are feeling confused or lost. Your person may wish to apologise by saying ‘they didn’t really mean it’ not realising the damage that has taken place, but this will always be remembered in the heart of the one who was attacked. But you must remember to acknowledge that it happened, but do not linger on it, and bless them because they maybe totally unaware of the hurt they caused you.

There are of course some occasions where an attack is calculated, and if this is the case you must terminate the relationship and not allow yourself to be placed in such a vulnerable position again. Walk away when you know that this person is toxic, but should you decide to stay, know that they will only use you as a punch bag, as the cycle of abuse repeats once more.

So is it not nice to know that you have a wise spirit inside you that can help guide you through the challenges of life? You never walk this path alone although many believe they do. But in truth, spirit is with you and they witness all your challenges as well as the joyful times, so know that your heart will heal, and will sing once more.

One day you will wake up and feel different, and you might wonder at the feeling of lightness, something that you have not experienced for a very long time. See the rainbow over your head, and know that heaven is smiling on you as it can see all beautiful blessings heading your way, ones that will change your life forever more.

Do not ever give up hope, there is always a way out, there is always another miracle on its way to you.  God is aware of everything, he asks you to have courage to believe that you are being supported in every way, and in every single day of your life forever more.

Anna Marie Croxson 17th November, 2022 ©